For anyone who knows me I am a huge over thinker. I tend to ruminate on things for a while before making any decisions. Then I am probably going to go back and forth with myself on whether or not I made the right choice.
Seriously, the only thing I can remember making the decision to do, and not wavering, other than choosing Jesus as the Lord of my life is when I chose to study abroad. I just came home and announced that I was going. I just knew deep in my spirit that I needed to go. So I stepped out on faith and did it and it was one of the best decisions I have ever made.
But this is not my default setting. I am notorious for questioning whether or not I am in fact hearing God’s voice. Not because I don’t know it but because a lot of times it just doesn’t seem to make sense.
This should be an indication that it’s Him, and in this season God is teaching me that I have to trust myself. I have to trust that I do know His voice and am capable of discerning when it’s not.
This has been a recurring theme in my walk with Abba. He is more patient with me than I think I would be capable of. And I’m so grateful. As I walk into this new season of life I trust that God is guiding me. In life. In love. In everything.
One Step at a time.
